I have never been through this so I have no advice for you. But I do want to make a suggestion for the puppy. Everything happens for a reason, and regardless of how that puppy came into your life it is/was for a reason. It is only your choice to attach your feelings towards him to that puppy, but she is here now, and she needs YOU now. So just maybe she is the Angel you need to help you get through this mess. I am sorry you have to deal with all this.
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