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Originally Posted by mommadog1  I know, I am sorry.. But it is SOOOO hard Linda because I feel like I have failed her and so I feel extreme guilt and so yes I am taking things personally. I am sitting here crying, I LOVE Mindy and I wanted so much to be able to help her.
I just want the best for her, if that means rescue I have no problem with that. I just am afraid of being blamed. Yes this is about Mindy, she is first in all of this. but I grew up being blamed for EVERYTHING whether I did it or not, most of the time not..
I was bullied by kids and adults and stuffed in foster care at the age of 13 after going back and forth living with one parent and then the other.. So those things effect how I see things sometimes. And at 48 I would hope those things in my past didn't effect me now, but they do. I am not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me, I only tell you this so you can have an Idea of my own mindset. |
Understand totally.
Don't worry, there is a place for Mindy. No one is going to blame you...some dogs are a challenge. It is all in finding out what works for each one!