 So Sorry
Most of us can understand the crying for your baby girl and mom. I lost both years ago and all thought I cried for my mom and missed her it was such a difference with my baby girl.
I think the reason is that our babies totally depend on us and they trust us and need us 100%. Our mom's we depended on we needed them and that is hard to lose that. Most of us are the sole care givers for our babies. Our family might play with them or feel a food dish every now and then but we do all the rest. The vet visit's just like our kids, most of the cuddle time, the walks, playing in the yard. They are our total universe.
Don't feel bad about being sad for crying for your baby. You will make the right decision for you. It took me 8 years to think I could deal with another baby which was way to long. Then when we started looking it took another year to find the one that I thought was perfect for me. Then a year after that I took a second baby.
It has sure been a set back in emotions this week with her having her babies to early and it still hurts but when I lay beside of her and rub her tummy and she looks at me with those trusting eyes I know that babies are what most of need in our lives to let us nurture something for ever and ever.
Praying for you |