[rnnw62]

I don't blame you for being so sad Jen....It makes me sad that you
had to go through such a huge loss. The emotions you are experiencing
are quite normal and I am sure your husband knows that too. Just
remember that memories are forever. They are the things that no one
can take away from us. Kati and your Mom left foot prints on your
heart that will never fade. As for your sister don't feel bad everyone
goes through the grieving process in different ways. You hardly got
to mourn your first loss before you were handed yet another so you
are more than entitled to display your feelings in any way you choose
to at this point. My thoughts, prayers and best wishes are with you
as well as your husband. Where the new puppy is concerned your
heart definitely will lead you to make the best decision. Take Care...