I know that everyone is so happy that 'their' little puppy is making so much progress but I see the scared little face looking for the one person that has loved her, fed her, washed her, gave her the meds i was supposed to give her, cleaned her up, and held her for hours/days /weeks/months.......
now my arms are empty, the house is empty, and my heart is shattered in pieces. i cant even say her name outloud because of the tears that continue to fall. its like my eyes are raining and i cannot stop the rain.
i should be the one who is nursing her, i should be the one who is getting her treatment taken care of...but its not me and we both are suffering....i see her eyes and i know...i know she is looking for me....
i am very glad she is doing better.....
roriee my darling little baby i love you so much......keep getting better baby and always know that your real home is so empty without you
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Randi & Roriee |