About guilt - it's been my experience that guilt seems to accompany any death of a loved one. Mother, Father, Brother, Sister, Beloved Pet - no matter how much you have done - still the guilt comes. I hope that with time, you will come to realize that you have nothing to feel guilty for. Sometimes, things happen that we cannot control. That's a hard realization too.
As you continue with your healing journey, you will realize that guilt has no role to play here.
Be well and be very kind to yourself at this difficult time. |