Wow Just when I think I'm almost ready (tests are done, have an emergency plan and a back up emergency plan B) I get this funny feeling. I am so grateful that you all replied. I have obviously lost one girl and am not ready to loose another. That is why I have done all the research. I just want to be informed before I decide to share in this life changing experience. I have helped with difficult kitten births and dropper fed too many to count but, I have never had puppies. To be a part of a birthing and nursing experience creates a special bond between both you, the mom and the baby. It creates a special relationship of trust and love. I would never have puppies just to sell them. I just know that I have enjoyed my babies and dream of having a furbaby with mommy's smarts and daddy's silky coat as well as the soulfull eyes that our Yorkies share. I want more love in my house and have all the time in the world to spend with them as I do not work. I guess I have to realise that there is no guarentee. For now I will wait until I feel reasonably sure that I can recognise and respond appropriately to any sign of trouble. Thank you all for being there! Tonya
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