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Originally Posted by vbayne  I don't think I would call, I would just go over there and ring her bell..... |
I didn't mean my other comment to sound like anything other than it just being humorous, as in 'go over and ring her bell' funny!! I know my comment to that could be taken differently but Lord, it's not at all how it was meant. So I just wanted you to know that.
With that, I'm also going to let everyone know that this ordeal and how it could go has literally kept me up all night long. Not a wink of sleep. I'm either going to bring her back home where all is good, or I'm going to lose her forever with what I'm about to do. I am so distraught over this that I am physically ill!! I'm going to ponder it over for a few more hours before I make my decision. But I will post and give you all an update as to what I've decided. PLEASE....everyone that may stumble onto this thread, say a prayer for me and and my Ciera that whatever happens is meant to be and that we may find peace with it.