[CarolineH120]

Hey Im new to this Im finding it hard to come to coping with my wee Cassie gone. She was ill from nov 09 she had vomiting which i took her to the vets they done ultra scans and scope down the throat one off her adernal grands was bigger than the other one so they run tests for cushing diease by she wasnt drinking loads nor eating loads and her hair wasnt falling out. It came back after that she didnt have cushing disease. so the vomiting was still there she was on pepcid, anstepsin. and cercenia all of this helped for a while but the sickness was still there. I got her home after she had the bloods for the cushing disease and the nurse and vets left her in a right way with stool and urine over her i was annoy so i complaint the next day coz i just want to get her home get her wash and made her feel better than stressed as she was. So after that the clinic astomsphere towards me and my dog change it was like they had give up on my wee dog so i move her to another vet clinic she was on antbolics for 5 days to see if that would help and an anti-sickness injection which it did help but when the fri came my wee dog was very ill i got her to the vet they put a drip on her and run blood tests, but still couldnt find what was wrong with her, I left cassie in on the fri and wanting to see her on sat I went up with my dad and sister and the girl brough her out her bed was soaking in urine and so was she i was annoyed i thou ok a one off so i cleaned her up and had a new bed and blanket with me, when i came on sunday first thing in the morning the girl brought her out again and she was worse than the satur she had stool all over her back end and urine all over her, dont forget my dog was serious ill and had been let like this, I told the vet im taking her home with or without the drip on so i did, when i got cassie home i got her cleaned up and she was feeling much better, they didnt even give her water by mouth coz her gums where reallly white, or fed her, I had been looking after my dog for nearly 3 months she wasnt eating much but i was feeling her every 1hr and she was taking it. she was drinking for herself, I payed out alot off money and still didnt find out what was wrong with her. i had cassie the sunday ,monday, and tuesday she was to be having an op to open her lower stomach open to see what was going on, but i knew in my own heart and i think cassie did to that she couldnt cope with this pain off going to be open up.
On tuesday 19th jan 2010 cassie died in my arms Its been 2 weeks i feel that i put my trust in both vets and they broke that trust, i feel like i let my wee Cassie down, I go to bed at night all i can do is think about her and when i wake up i think shes going to be there in the morning people say it gets better but what i have been thou the past 3 months is very hard to deal with.