I am new to this forum so I do not have any pre-set ideas about you, but seriously, if your dog was constantly eating poop, throwing up, etc. that means she needed to see a vet then. That is not normal. She wasn't doing it just to squick you out. You sound like you were mad at her - why? It wasn't her fault at all.
Sometimes we have to ask ourselves is what we really love is the animal (which would be a selfless love where you want what's best for the pet, even if that isn't you and your home) or if we what we love is the emotions we get from having the pet around (where you want the animal with you no matter what and it's about yourself, not the pet). If you truly love the animal, you're happy if they're with someone who can provide them with top notch care as well as love, even if you personally do not like the person, or the person is not nice to you. |