My heart aches for you, but rejoices for your Savannah, who is now receiving all the medical attention she deserves. I can't imagine the numerous emotions you are going thru. I don't think anyone has the "right" words or the comforting words that would make your situation any easier, I wish I did. I did have a thought, have you considered talking with lady about your situation and how you're feeling. Would it be possible to make an agreement that she will temporarily provide basic and medical care as needed, for a specified time, and during that time you agree to repay a portion of the expensives. If at the end of that specified time, you're still unable to provide the basic and medical care Savannah needs, you then surrender her permanently, which will still be heart breaking, but I think it "buys" you some time to possibly find another job, as well as knowing that Savannah is still receiving proper care. Just a thought. . . |