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Originally Posted by Ladymom  But didn't you say that next month she is getting her teeth cleaned and her cysts removed?
As hard as it is for you to accept, her new owner is able to give her the veterinary care you are not. Be glad Savannah has found such a loving new home and concentrate on getting care for your other two.
Your Yorkie with the cough really needs to see a vet. In a senior, a cough can indicate heart problems so it may not be the "simple" fix you think it is. |
You are all correct and have have made valid points. I also understand and appreciate what you all are saying. My animals are everything to me. And I love them all more than my own life. I am in a process of grieving which as everyone knows, goes in stages. This is without a doubt the hardest thing I have EVER had to do and I am 46 yo. As anyone can agree, this particular situation I am in and what I did because of it would make anyone feel like a failure. How could it not??? I keep thinking that when I took her over there that morning, she knew she had done nothing wrong and yet I left her there. How is she suppose to feel now? Not to mention, I didn't get the chance to say goodbye to her. The lady scuttled her off into another room as I left. I really had no idea at the time that she was going to keep her. For 2 days it was up in the air. She wanted to see if they formed any kind of bond, and I've asked her everytime I've talked to her if Savannah is even bonding with her and she just says that she will go over to her and just look at her. Then I found out last night that her sister went to Wisconsin and picked up another yorkie for her. An 8 yo female. So as I think that Vanna is of the temperament to adjust better when it's just her, she brought another one in. She loved the ones that were here because they all grew up together. She was never fond of other dogs coming around. So all of these things have bothered me. That, in addition to the fact that I, as Savannah's rightful owner wanted to see for myself how she and this lady were with each other, as anyone would, and she told me it was best not to come around for a while. So, yeah, a lot of unanswered questions that I need an answer to. Maybe I am just trying to look for more reasons as to why I feel the need to get her, I'm not sure. I am so unsettled by all of this and I dont know if it's because it's a sign telling me I need to get her. Or if it's my heart reacting to the situation. It's hard to tell when you're dealing with this.