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Originally Posted by lysiane_souris  I can't imagine what your going through and I know it must be hard for you and I am very sorry. I know it must be tough but you did do the right thing to let someone take care of her needs. I am not saying that taking her back would be a bad thing either but at least you know she is in a good financial situation.
Maybe make play dates with her and your other dogs. You can always still be part of her life it will just be harder but it is all worth it in the end. I wish you the best of luck and I am sorry if my post did not help you.
goodluck with love from Bailey and Lysiane |
Yes, I just can't seem to make peace with what I have done here. I feel as tho it was too drastic and hasty decision that I made at a very low point. I was frustrated at the time and I knew she wasn't healthy. I had the money to take her back to the vet and still do but this makes the 4th time she's had this, well, 2 UTI's and 2 bladder infections and none of what I ever did seemed to help. Call it a bad vet choice I made or an ongoing issue. Either way, she also developed a cough that progressively got worse. Of course when I took her to the vet over the bladder issue and brought up the cough, she wouldn't cough so that he could determine what it was. I feel deep in my soul that she is better where she is because she is getting what she needs. But you always have to wonder if they're still waiting for you to come back for them..It kills my soul! And what do you do when you have other pets that are grieving? My shih tzu has been moping around the house. She just lays in the kennel that she used to take naps with Savannah in. She's been throwing up and has had the 'trots' for 2 days now. It's hard to determine if she just feels under the weather or if she IS mourning for her return. I just know that if I keep putting off getting her, this lady is going to be firm about keeping her. I just need a direction.