I can't imagine what your going through and I know it must be hard for you and I am very sorry. I know it must be tough but you did do the right thing to let someone take care of her needs. I am not saying that taking her back would be a bad thing either but at least you know she is in a good financial situation.
Maybe make play dates with her and your other dogs. You can always still be part of her life it will just be harder but it is all worth it in the end. I wish you the best of luck and I am sorry if my post did not help you.
goodluck with love from Bailey and Lysiane
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