I hope you never have to learn about or experience these horrible brain disorders.
We brought chauncey home from Cornell today, said our goodbyes and had to put him down. There was no hope.. even with medication he wasnt guaranteed to live long and would never have become his old self again. The neurologist showed my husband the images and he had about nine affected spots.. including holes in his brain. How he survived is beyond me.
I am so sad but a part of me is relieved that I dont have to see him in the condition he was in and wonder if he was still going to be alive when I would get home. He declined so fast.. it was like every day he was worse. poor baby.
I want to learn more about this diease.. even on google there isnt a ton. I really wonder if there is something that could have caused it... so far I havent found anything..
ok.. thanks for thinking of us. today was very hard. |