I can't imagine the stress you must be feeling.
What a mess! I guess you can't blame the office worker's,
they have their order's and need their jobs.
However, the doc in charge should at least talk to you when
she returns to calm you knowing how much she ment to you
and all the money you have already spent on her care should
say something for you about the love that you have for her.
Giving up a beloved pet is not easy for anyone, doing that alone
shows how much this dog ment to you. That should speak for
itself. There's no disgrace in running out of funds. Life happens.
If people would stop judging other's and support them instead
this world would be a much better place to live in.
If the vet does not talk to you to calm you and let you know Ava's
status at this time she should not be a vet at all! No vet could be
that heartless.
I wish you good luck in anything you do to get what you want.
Hugs,