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Originally Posted by smartpuppiepets  I think you are blessed anyways to have the vet give you that option. I have friends and i know people that only got the cold: pay or put to sleep option. And they were so desperate. who would not be?
It may not be very useful or comforting now but if the dog can now have an owner that will be able to care for her for life that may be the best for the dog and for you.
Can you at least get updates? on how well the dog is, and who the adoptive person will be?
And by your explanation, it was only diagnosed because of the force feeding... but it was there already right? the force feeding just caused the full blown attack... and from what i understand it will most likely happen again?
Well, i hope you will find ways to cope and it will all resolve on the best way for all involved.
You must be very hurt and words may never be enough to comfort you.
XOXO |
thanks for your support;
i tried and am still trying to fight for her; i am sending letters to CEOs and organizaition and board of vet medical examiner; hoping to hear some good news.
i did ask the vet at the ER to please keep me updated by email at least; but nothing yet; i think they are not allowed to contact me; which is really hard; i would like at least to hear that she's doing well; that she's healthy and happy.
i keep having dreams about her; i used to have a routine; around 5am pick her up from her bed and put her next to me in bed;
now i wake up at 5am and i swear i can feel her that she's looking for me too; so i just hold her shirt and go back to sleep disapointed.
i think she looks and wait for me too.
it breaks my heart.
