My heart and my prayers are with you. This is a terrible situation but you need to know that you did nothing wrong. I know how much you are hurting. About a month ago I almost had to put my baby to sleep. He was so sick and not eating that the vet said his blood work looked like he was starving to death. I was trying to get him to eat anything I could. I felt like I was letting him down and it was all my fault. Well the vet sort of figured out what was going on and he is doing 100% better. He's eating like a champ and gained weight. I know it's not the same, but it's just a little story to show you that you are not alone. You are doing the right thing by getting your baby the help she needs. Stay positive. I'm sure everything will work out in the end. Keep us updated.
