Well...... I did it. I adopted a new puppy and it is amazing the healing that she has brought me. I found a breeder and my sweet husband took me to see the puppies after work and I brought home Gabby. She is sweet and I know that my Gertie will always hold a special place in my heart, but Gabby has made me want to come home again. Thank you all for your support and words of wisdom, I can't find words to describe how helpful they were. I will post a picture of my little girl very soon.