I am very sorry for your loss, when I lost my dad I never knew such pain.....you always here someone say there heart is broken and then I understood what they meant not just sadness but the feeling that nothing will ever be the same again......Just wanted to say it will get better, takes a LOT of time and belive it or not there will be a day you can think of your dad and instantly smile at the thought of memories instead of just feeling the pain. Keep Tia near and remember its ok to cry and grieve and please take time to do that for you....even though you have to be strong for others allow yourself that time to heal.
And remember it is also still ok to laugh, sometimes when you just cant take no more you know these babies pictures/videos will make you smile even for just a little while!
