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Just wanted to update:

The dr's office called this afternoon at about 2:30 and told me my finger is not broken. So I ask the woman what happens next. (you know because it still hurts) she says well make another appointment to see the dr and then he will tell you. WHAT??? another co pay for him to tell me it might just be arthritis take an aspirin. I don't think so. She said, "well x-rays only show bones" Really because I didn't know that (idiot) What if it is ligament damage? I am not going to the dr 50 times to figure out what is is. He already knows it hurts he sent me for an x-ray now what is the next course of action. I don't need to see him again. I think I might just go to a hand specialist. I told you they are jerks. Did she honestly think that I was just going to say, "oh ok it's not broken thank you bye"??

In a way I wish it was broken because then I know the pain will eventually go away when it heals. But now I don't know what. I was emptying the dishwasher and I can't even hold a bunch of silverware with that hand. Am I just supposed to live like this for the rest of my life??