[kat618]

I do not know why I cant decide/so wishy washy....did anyone else feel like this? Cooper is my little man who is now 2 years old. I had never had such a little dog before, always had labs/german shepards and the smallest is my Bichon (little tiny thing at now 17 lbs...lol)....anyway I wanted a yorkie forever and when I got Cooper I felt INSTANT love and responsibility for him since he was so tiny and seemed so helpless....I walked the floor with him at night in his blanket when his blood sugar dropped a few times giving him nutra cal, ground his food up and put in a dropper when he was sick and would not eat after his first shots......anyway could not love this guy more, he is truly just like another son, and he is ALL boy, total wildman.

BUT I have always wanted a girl to dress up, bows etc and have been thinking about getting a girl for about 6 months but just cant get over the whole baby stuff, training, worrying because they are just a baby. The lady we got Cooper from called me out of the blue and his mommy and daddy are having there last litter (she is being spayed, c-section health issues) and I instantly went to see one of her girls and of course fell head over heels in love with a baby girl.

I have 100 reason why I want her and just have to have her, but then when I am all alone I am stressing out, what if I dont have it in me to start all over again with a baby????? what if it is just to hard and I am only remembering the fun/wonderful stuff now that he is 2?

Did anyone else feel like this with there 2nd one? Am I stressing for nothing?