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Originally Posted by RoxieHart  I don't even know how to say this..
she started really pushing and it happened really fast, the bubble appeared and the baby practically flew out. She had the membranes off quick and I tied/cut the umbilical cord but the puppy wasn't moving. I cleared its airways, rubbed it, even did the downward swing and nothing would make it take a breath. I worked on that puppy for almost an hour even though I knew it was pointless but I just couldn't stop..
I just can't stop crying. I feel like such a failure, I failed Roxie and I failed this sweet little boy. I don't understand. He looks perfect. I felt him kicking just a few minutes before he was born and he came out dead. He weighed just a hair under 4 ounces. |
I am so so sorry to about the little boy. I'm not sure exactly what to say but please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and Roxie.