Rachel, I know you think many of us have been rude and unsupportive, but please know our intentions are good. We have just heard too many stories like yours that did not have a happy ending so we try to protect newbies from possible heartbreak.
We had a little puppy from Missouri at Christmas that touched our hearts here on YT. Perhaps if you read Buster's story you will understand why we are so worried about you.
http://www.yorkietalk.com/forums/sic...k-he-sick.html