[tammys]

I think it's done, but I feel TERRIBLE! I am so in love with both these babies, that I feel even worse, b/c I know I WANT to keep both of them. Of course, the safety aspect is what first even sparked the thought of keeping them both, and that's what I need to keep in mind. These babies will NEVER be dropped, or tossed, put up on a truck roof, or roam around the neighborhood.

I know I could have never crossed the line of telling her what bothered me, b/c a few weeks ago I asked her what they were planning on doing to keep the new puppy from getting loose like the other dogs, and she looked insulted. Not that she's not hurt now, but at least I haven't insulted her. She says she is not angry, just sad.

So, I feel absolutely horrible that I have hurt my friend, b/c in her mind, I decided to keep the baby, b/c we have fallen in love with him, and that makes me look so selfish.

Thank you all for your support; I absolutely know I am doing what is best for the puppies; it's just doesn't feel like I have done what is best for my friend, but the babies have to be my priority.