thanks for all your advise, but im actually going to listen to all of you.
last nite he called me, we spoke for 45minutes and the conversation just was pitiful..i told him he needs help with dealing with his problems, not drugs.
his whole life and i just got sick of hearing it... he will never change. he still has this cocky attitude...italian macho man i know best attitude.. i just think i was thinking toooooo far ahead of myself... we are just friends and will remain that way..if he needs to talk, i told him i'll listen.. it was so funny cause we even started to argue, like old times. i almost slammed the phone down on him, but he laughed, and i said to myself, what the hell was i thinking. somethings never change...i still feel bad for him, but my life has to go on.... |