he said he never stopped loving me...he didnt know my situation or anything like that until the other day... as a matter of fact, he heard i went the other way.(gay).. my town is very small so they talk.anyway, im going to listen this time..you know, a year ago i was living with a man for 4 years who said he was getting divorced and never did and i threw him out on his but, so i know for fact what the deal is ... been there, done that,., i was very hurt with that one tooooo.... i lost myself twice in a row...im pretty strong now, i think,
im just emotionally a wreck.. i know what i can and cannot do...i just need support from you guys cause i have no one else to talk to about this who dont know me or him.... |