[Faerie54]

Originally Posted by AddieLove

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time. It really is one of those things that just takes acceptance, patience and time to get over.

I absolutely love your thinking regarding Buttons and the candles.

Connecting and trying to appreciate new life, growing old and the learning processes along the way is difficult when it comes to letting go.
The comment from Addie's mom is so real.
The day I sent McKennitt home to be with Jack was Mr. Darcy's 10 month birth date. I tried to remember the blessing in that new life.
Think on what Bailey's momma said too. Our pups only want us to be happy, and to continue to love. I think that's a testament to the love we gave and received from them.
As Bella's mom said, consider a journal. Perhaps you could jot down not only the "missing you" thoughts but also the unique joys occuring now..... When Mr. Darcy stretches out with his legs behind him, it's exactly as Jack used to lay out on the front room carpet. I look at Mr. Darcy and smile, sometimes with a bittersweet tug. I try to remind myself that maybe that mannerism is Jack's way of saying "We're all here in some way.....we're all a part of you mommy."