I know how much you're hurting right now. When we lose one of these babies they leave a gaping hole in your heart. You think that you'll never going to be able to move forward without your baby. I lost my Chipper after 13 years and I cried for weeks. I think I was so down because I not only lost my lttle boy but nothing in my life was the same anymore. My 4 children are grown and gone, my DH is medically disabled at 54 and home all the time now. The only thing that was the same was my happy little Chipper. It wasn't until I decided to get another Yorkie did I start to move past the grieving. I've had Piper for a year now and she makes me very happy. I haven't forgotten my little Chipper but now I'm able to smile when I think of him. He'll always have a piece of my heart but there's still lots of love left for Piper. Maybe some day you'll be ready to open your heart to another baby.
__________________ Mom to Piper  & Chipper |