I guess I am not much help as I went through something similar.
My first litter we had 3 pups. 2 girls and a boy. I fell in love with the bigger girl the second she was born so I knew I was keeping her. But I hadn't planned on keeping the boy as well but when it came time to let him go I couldn't. Although it was very hard to let the other girl go I couldn't be happier with the decision as she has the most wonderful home ever where she is spoiled and loved.
This last litter we had 4 pups. 2 boys and 2 girls. Out of the 4 there was one girl who was much smaller than the rest of them. I had several people interested in her but I just couldn't seem to find anyone that would suit her or match all my requirements. She was tiny after all. By that time I realized I couldn't let her go, I had fallen in love with her and she was already in the best home where I knew she would be loved and spoiled. I couldn't be happier with my decision to keep her. I know now that had I let her go I would have regret it.
If I keep this up though I won't be able to continue breeding, lol. It is very hard not getting attached to them. |