you and your husband our in my prayers. i know how you feel about your sil s baby .i had a baby die at birth and then my sil had her baby 4 weeks later. it killed me. i had a hard time at the inlaws watching them coo over the baby. i had other children though so that did help. i think getting this pup is great they are just like a baby and you will love her as such. god works in diff. ways and will fill your void. im very happy to hear your husband is doing better. i am a nurse if you have any private questions or need anything you can go to my profile. keep us posted about your puppy and why breeder is making you wait. |