I know many people wouldn't understand how I feel, but if anyone does, it is you guys. We were planning on getting our puppy at the end of May, and then the date kept getting pushed back...we were supposed to get it last Monday, and then the breeder said she wanted to keep them another week, so that would be today or tomorrow. Well, I called today, and they said - "maybe, Friday". I am so sad
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My husband has cancer (doing better), and we are unable to have children (or adopt due to medical issues), so we are so excited about our Dakota. It just breaks my heart, and I can't stop crying. Why can't I get any joy in my life? My SIL just had a baby last week, and I can't even look at the pictures...I see my in-laws so happy and joyful, and to know that my husband and I can't give them grandchildren, hurts so bad. Please pray that we get our puppy soon - I am just so down right now...
Thanks for letting me vent -