With the recent tragedy of the Air France flight, I'm suddenly afraid to fly. And this is not good as I'm a flight attendant.

I've been doing this for quite a while now, and accidents never freaked me out before, but I guess as I get older I'm getting more paranoid.
I think what's really bothering me is the fact that this was an A330, and I fly that exact plane at least twice a month to Europe. In fact, it has been my favorite aircraft to work on because the galleys we work in are nice and big, and the aisles are wider than the other planes. But now just thinking about boarding that plane makes my heart race with fear. Ahhh!! I'm turning into my paranoid, worrywart mother!!