Oh my.............I am so very sorry for your loss of Benji and the pain you are going through.
The grieving process is different for different people. My advice to you would be to take it one day at a time. Time is what you will need to slowly come to terms and accept that Benji is gone. Let yourself cry and miss him, but also remember the joy he brought into your life and all of the fun times you've had, and allow yourself also to smile through your tears at these happy memories.
Big hugs to you............ |