Oh, Rini your post brought tears to my eyes. it is obvious how much you love and miss Jesse. It is always hard to let go of a baby, but when it comes to that we only do it for love. I really hope you are feeling better too. Jesse knows you love him, and he loves you. I really believe he's at the Rainbow Bridge waiting for you, and until the time you come to get him he'll be watching over you. Rest In Peace
