I understand how you are feeling. It has been almost a year for me and I am still having a hard time. Sometimes I just can't stop the crying. I made a big album of all Teddy's pictures with little things like poems and sayings and locks of his hair. I have a heart locket that says "forever in my heart" and I put a lock of his hair in there and I wear it always. I also took all his pictures and made a movie. Just do whatever you need to do to give yourself some comfort. I know the movie took me forever to get just right but it was something that helped me to grieve. My heart just breaks for you, I wish I could give her back to you. |