thank you yorkie luv
yes im already beating my self up for falling asleep i have never done that to any of my moms and i i knew better than to do that with little girl
its no excuse but i started a job after 2 years at home, then immediately go promoted to full time, then both my kids got sick, i got sick, my babysitters mother passed unexpectently and we couldnt find child care, my father in law was diagnosed with lung cancer right before he was supposed to go in for triple bypass, my employer did its second lay off, and my boss was terminated...this happened all in one week as well as by my calculations little girl was due saturday not tuesday.
i feel awful because i know if i had been awake that little puppy would still be here! its my fault! this is the first time i have ever lost a puppy! i know the first time she had puppies ( this was her second litter and we have/had plans to have her fixed after this one ) she had one born not breathing and we brought her back.
the other dogs havent smelled the missing baby yet |