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Originally Posted by jp4m2  Your post was so hard to read, I weep just trying to get through it.....I feel so sad for Mickey....hoping he understands.....hoping he will cope.....hoping he will adjust.......that poor baby.....  ..
When this happened to us I was just so consumed with regrets and I couldn't stop "why-ing?" and "what if-ing?" things over and over again.....The sadness was just soooo deep, and it was just so hard to make it through a day.....Part of me wanted to hang on so desperately to that pain and sadness because that was all I had left, and to let go of that feeling meant my Joey was really gone......I don't wish this on anyone...You and Mickey will be in my thoughts and well wishes ......  |
Yes I have been doing alot of the whys and what ifs too. She had always been such a healthy girl. it just came on that fast. I also question why the Hospital didnt keep her and try. I was told because they knew it would be her last night and she would grieve and be gone with in hours if I left her. and I guess theres just nothing they could do for a brain tumor. or could they? or was it just to late.