Your post was so hard to read, I weep just trying to get through it.....I feel so sad for Mickey....hoping he understands.....hoping he will cope.....hoping he will adjust.......that poor baby.....

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When this happened to us I was just
so consumed with regrets and I couldn't stop "why-ing?" and "what if-ing?" things
over and
over again.....The sadness was just soooo deep, and it was just so hard to make it through a day.....Part of me
wanted to hang on so desperately to that pain and sadness because that was all I had left, and to let go of that feeling meant my Joey was really gone......I don't wish this on anyone...You and Mickey will be in my thoughts and well wishes ......