I have spoken to my sister this morning and the docs have said that her leg needs pinning. At the moment the only pain relief she is on is paracetamol because of the baby and we're not sure whats going to happen when she goes into surgery today
She said they said something about trying to numb it
And to make matters worse they told her that if they don't get it absolutely right then she may never walk on that leg again-she is only 24
She was crying on the phone to me that she will be like an old woman with a walking stick and I just did'nt know what to say
I got mad that they had told her that and said to think positive. She is a practising Christian and after speaking to her I rang her church and asked the pastors wife to ring her asap.
I feel so guilty for offering to walk round the clinic with her, if I had just given her directions she would have drove and this would'nt have happened
I'm crying right now and I feel like this is all my fault. I was excited about her first midwife appointment and wanted to be there, even though I could'nt actually go in as I had my 2 toodlers with me. Now I keep thinking that she must blame me, that I should have let het drive. But there was'nt time to load the carseats and kids in the car-and now I'm babbling and repeating myself! And I'm making this all about me-and thats not want I want. My sister needs your thoughts and prayers, please include her in them.