Lana I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Although it doesn't really help you at this moment to hear from everyone that time will heal your pain, but it will become easier through time. It is then that you will be able to remember all the good, funny and loving things about Tinkerbell. Know that everyone here feels for you and may not always know what to say to help ease your pain, but, we are here for you.
And, perhaps, rather than forever giving up breeding, perhaps you can just take a break from it for now. During which time you can make such an important decision more clearly rather than through a haze of pain.
Lana I do not know you, but I feel for you and I know that you will eventually be able to accept Tinkerbell's loss and that you will be filled with her memories of love rather than memories of pain.
Carolyn
