Aw girl, I'm glad you posted, I've been sending good thoughts your way.
It's understandable how you're feeling, but also try to think of what your puppers is going through. Take a deep breath, calm down, and just give her loves and let her know how thankful you are that she's ok. If you're holding her while you're tense and stuff, she knows this. So just take a minute to compose yourself and go grab her in your lap
It sounds like you feel guilty for what happened, but honey, it wasn't your fault! These things happen, just be glad that she's ok...
This too will pass