awww sweetie, this is traumatizing for you and for her. I know you love her unconditionally and you will be able to put this behind you soon. I don't think you horrible at all, now if you give her up, maybe! Im sure you wouldn't do that too. Remember she is hurt and probably scared and needs her mommy. She is still your sweet Sophie and you need to be strong for her until she readjusts. Make sure she knows you love her with all your heart no matter what.
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