I very well know how you feel, we had just move from Alabama to Mississippi when my first yorkie (Ichabob) who was 7yrs old became not really sick but under the weather he was a dibetic so I took no chances with his health, long story short I took him to a vet everyone rave about over here they had to put him under and he died. worst part of all of this the vet didn't even call me and tell me, I walk in his office to see how he was doing and then they told me he has passed away and they brought my baby out in a garbage bad. This little guy was my husband and mine heart and soul. my husband blames himself because I wanted to drive the 140 miles back to his old vet and he told me I had to find one closer, the pain and guilt we both feel will never go away If I had just taken him back to his old vet he might still be with us now. Ichabob will aways and forever be in our hearts, as he is a part of us. |