Thank you everyone. I couldn't imagine the outpouring of sympathy from so many strangers.
I know I was doing the right thing and my head tells me so, but my heart tells me different. I handed her over to them when she didn't want to go. The look on her little face was "how could you?", but I did.
I know most people would think I'm nuts, but I lost a son in an accident when he was 16 and this hurts just as bad. Maybe even more, because I feel so much like it was my fault. |