oh gosh .. im so sorry! I believe that everything is relative.. and your loss and pain is very valid. I can believe that it could hurt that much.. your doggies are like your children and you grieve and mourn them as you would a human. Ive lost pets: hamster, birds, and fish.. never a doggie .. Chicle is my first furbaby and i dont even want to think of loosing him.. ill go crazy...
I was deeply hurt when i lost my hamster.. didnt feel much for the birds or the fish.. lol but Ive also lost a family member and that HURT LIKE HELL.. still does ... time heals... it will still hurt but you have to keep going... Prayer helps too ... it helps to cope...
you will feel better in time ... tons of hugs your way! |