Karena,
I am so sorry. I feel your pain, sister! Men are so confusing...I can't believe your husband has not told you if he will be coming back (if you even want him after what he has put you through
) or if this will be legal. Are you two even in touch?
I am also young - only 25 and we were married 5 years. My whole adult life was with him and I have never been alone...
Truth is - my husband emailed me he is filing for divorce, but I havent seen him take any sort of action. Now that I said that I am sure the papers will be delivered tomorrow - but still.
I just got a book you might want to read - its called Not Your Mother's Divorce and its about young women whose marriages don't work out and helps guide you through the emotional fallout. I don't know - but it helped me feel a bit better today, maybe it could help you.
Trying to just breathe...and focus on the one truth - I would honestly be more upset if I were to God forbid lose one of my furkids. So that is kind of telling. And because, thank God I have them, I know that tomorrow morning I will wake up to my two hungry babies nudging me out of bed to feed them breakfast and go on our morning walk...and that is what is keeping me going.
