I'm such a baby

. I have only had ONE cavitiy my whole entire life, that was on a babytooth! Well I haven't been to the dentist in like 2 years, finally go this past feb. and I have 9 cavities!

I've been putting them off getting filled because my schedule is crazy, well and I'm scared, but I finally made my appointment, and it's in less than an hour!!!

I'm only getting a couple filled today, but I'm scared to death of the needle to numb. I don't know how I'm going to get through this, I know I'm going to start crying. Please keep me in your thoughts! (I know there's a section for prayers/thoughts needed, but this is not something critical too most so I didn't want to waste space in there, there are people and yorkies out there w/ worse problems then cavities)
One good thing out of this is I got approved for a huge amount with care credit, so God forbid something happen to one of the babies (or myself) I will have that money to use for emergencies. I'm just glad I can't spend it at the mall, or I'd be in a lot of trouble, even though after this I probably will need to do some retail therapy.