I'm sorry about your baby. Thursday my Jersey was dead two weeks. This is the second time in a year for me. Newman passed last year. He was gone a year August 7. He was 10 yrs. old. He had cancer. Jersey my boys got for me last Mother's Day to help heal my heart. We lost Jersey at 17 months due to an abnormalty in the brain and liver problems. I'm not sure what to say about how to ge through it. I don't think there are any answers to that. Time. Just a lot of time. I know for me when Newman passed I needed his pictures and I needed to have his ashes home with me. With Jersey I find it hard to look at her picture. I almost want to forget in hopes of not feeling the pain anymore. Again I'm really sorry about your baby but I do know what you are going through and feeling. I hope that we can both get over this. I feel for everyone that has gone through this or who is going through it. Elaine |