I am sorry that you are having such a hard tiem. What I'm going to say is not meant to be mean, but just my thoughts
I think that instead of trying to let go, that you are trying to hold on.
My advice is to put all of the memorbilia away. It will be a hard day and you will cry but it's time to let go and move on. Having all of those reminders is just making it worse. Sure you want to remember him but right now you need some closure (I hate that word).
When you are stronger then you can get a picture or two back out to give you fond memories. But right now they are just keeping you from moving forward.
Do you have children or other pets? If so you need to focus on them. If not, it might be time to start looking for another yorkie. Just the looking can get your focus on moving ahead and not living in the past.
May the Lord help you through this difficult time. |